I, as every other high school student, was exceptionally happy when that final tone sounded three times and I was finally released from the awful grind of the school day and I was set free for spring break. The first few days were great, even if I was still trapped in my house. I got out and did things. I went to the library, I did things with my friends, I spent time with Michael, all was well. But, by and by, it seems that now being stuck here with these people day after day, I think that I may just go insane. I mean I never really realized how much I hate my family until I have to spend this much time with them! My mother is driving me insane and I'm not sure how much time I can stand being here anymore.
And today is the first day this break that I have actually had nothing to do, meaning I have had somewhere to go or something to do on all the other days this week. I have no idea how may sister can handle it, she hasn't been away from that psycho for the past five days. But she is kind of a kingy and annoying person anyway, I'm sure she is just relishing this sick amount of attention.
Whatever, I guess being here and having nothing to do is always better than being super busy and stressed out, which I normally am for the rest of my time. It seems more and more that there really never is down time for me. There is always somewere to be or something to do or something that I have to work on, so I guess this week is a welcome change. Even if slowing down doens't always bring out the best in me, I guess its better than working until I'm dead, which is sometimes what it feels like.
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